rampant <3

bye for now, lol

2006-05-22T22:17:00.000+08:00

I was here.
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Now I'm gone.
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On a hiatus, for i will be dead and shipped off to ubin and back to be educated.
So, until i pass my tests/exams and have a life, this blog will be like it's owner ;)
I'm determined, yes.

JUNE HOLIDAYS. JOY!
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right.

Maniam 2((:

2006-05-15T21:13:00.000+08:00

Battlefield trip was fun. the tunnel thing VEH cool(: got aircon hahah. the kranji war memorial was damn sober. me, germaise and zakk were walking along the tombstones, then we got to this row. a coach was there and he pointed to this tombstone. it was of a man from the Hindoostani thing. that's the was it was spelt if i'm not wrong. anw, on the stone, there was a message from the mother. there was this phrase that was particularly touching. i think it went something like, "to the grave i will never see". damn sad leh. can you imagine, like someone you love will never be seen agaun and is buried in a place you can never go to because of distance and money.

had band practice. didnt exactly do much, due to the lack of time. played happy march. didnt even manage to touch on the soli part. then there was the instrument maintenance workshop. hahah, my trombone very dirty.

today was a happy, sleepy day(:

Weekend

2006-05-14T21:44:00.000+08:00

saturday didnt go johore after all. proceeded with tuition in the morning. went to parkway parade didnt really buy anything, just this electronic keyboard thing to entertain us and I Not Stupid 2.
grandma's house after that.rotted and slept.

today was fine. nothing much to elaborate. madrasah was okay too, though there was a case of stealing of $$$.

my, my. how short is this. aiyah, many things happened lah, but i'm lazy. tomorrow is the Battlefield trip thing. WE'RE SUPPOSED TO BRING TABLET LEHHHH. like wtf?! just because of the one worksheet we have to do during the excursion, which we have to download personally from MLG.the tablet, compared to several pieces of paper, WHICH IS HEAVIER?!
i still have not found my phone :$ so my dad is considering to get me a new phone. CONSIDERING ONLY LEH! and the thing is he's getting me a new line. new line, but no phone. madness.

Halfway Through

2006-05-12T15:04:00.000+08:00

crescent EXAMS ARE OVERRRRRRR!!!! let's not elaborate. you get my point. life's unkind. 1) i lost my phone 2) though crescent exams are over, madrasah's not. 3) i eat a lot if i think too much, which i am doing :/

yesterday was town and esplanade with gadis and erza after amaths. looked and drooled at hoodies again(: but unfortunately no $$$. esplanade was slacking around, amusing the ang mohs and "skirts flyy" pictures. sleepy ride home after that. (i dont know why i'm typing like this. tired, tired)

today was messed up morning, class phototaking(poor zakk was stuck next to penny ang WHO DIDNT BOTHER TO CHANGE OUT OF HER NOT-NICE T-SHIRT, esther lau was next to me), torn muscle, OBS briefing, a portion of I Not Stupid 2 and briefing on IPP.

NOTE: the above post was supposed to be yesterday's post but i didnt finish typing out the post and went to sleep, leaving my tablet in standby. below is today's post.

today's morning tuition was cancelled. having a good day at home(: might be going johore tmr. Jusco(: Dunkin Donuts(: aiyah, no mood to blog lah huh. oh and i see a HUGE F9 coming my way for amaths :/ :O:O:O :/

Live to the HILT!

2006-05-06T16:03:00.000+08:00

heyyar. thursday was bio and social studies. hahah, i didnt realise that social studies was first. diedie thought bio was before social studies. so i ended up not studying for ss. ohwells. both papers were fine. a bit rushed for bio. but it was fine. ride home was hilarious. was with jamie, zakk, cass, shermin, radha and these two crescentians who were the cause of the hilarity. to start with zakk sprayed truckloads of deo into my shirt AND MOUTH! taste like shit. dont ever try it. got into the train smelling like some one who just bathed in/with deo. anw, the car was relatively empty. then the two crescentians were playing like some slapping hands game or sth. hahah, then zakk realised there was this Man in White who was watching the two crescentians playing and smacking hands. he was grinning stupidly lah. we were laughing at him all the way. i think he realised, but he carried on watching the two girls nevertheless. the girls werent even aware of an audience. THEN, we suggested to the girls to do pole dancing. they put their arms around each other. cass went, "you think she look like pole meh" then shermin and i burst out laughing, for different reasons. i found cass' remark veh hilarious, but shermin saw the man grinning even wider, like, from-ear-to-ear kind. from then onwards i couldnt stop laughing. just found everything funny.

friday was emaths and lit. emaths was doable, but there wasnt enough time. praying hard that i'll pass. lit was fine too. liked my essay for qn1(: seemed like the best essay i've written so far since january. unseen was pure shit. didnt have time. had a lot of points. had to cut them down and choose only the ones that are important. so in the end my essay was only 2 pages long. let's not touch on the handwriting :/ marianie and i didnt know what to do next. so went home in the end. tuition that night was most fruitful. forgot everything about logarithms. honestly everything. cant even do what used to be my favourite type of log question. did surds for tuition today. wahlau, my amaths damn rusty :/ :O :O :/

anybody knows what is the confirmed date for the release of Just My Luck?

Back to normal breathing methods(:

2006-05-03T15:29:00.000+08:00

omg, it feels soooooooooo good to be able to breathe through my nose again. couldnt tahan the block nose yesterday and felt feverish. went to the doctor. wahlau the pills for treating cold was damn small but so bitter. i swear i almost puked after swallowing the thing. had to gulp down like 5 mouthfuls of water. but it's very effective(: no more blocked nose((:

the malay paper just now was okay. didnt really have enough time to write all my points for the essay. so my ending was kind of abrupt. wrote the Ekspositori essay on racial harmony. i was simply too lazt to think up a nice storyline or come up with impressive descriptive phrases to write the other essays. the one i took up are all facts anyway. plus we just did the chapter on the harmony thing in social studies. paper 2 was fine too. but the peribahasa got my mixed up. hahah, but i recognised the labah-labah cinta pada telurnya. that particular peribahasa caught my attention while going through the peribahasa list during recess. was wondering if a spider really loves its eggs.heh. as per normal, i was dozing off by the time i reached Pemahaman Subjektif. my eyes damn heavy. wanted to sleep for awhile but i scared i totally doze off and overshot. so i forced my eyes open and did the compre. cant say it was my best compre. i really couldnt tahan the drowsiness. must be the cough syrup.

bio and social studies tmr. OH.MY.GOD :/:O :O :O :/

Mommy You're Amazing

2006-05-01T13:50:00.000+08:00

let's just start from friday, since the other days were insignificant. friday was el examination. it was okay, but the comprehension was pure crap. after reading the passage and the first question i just sat there and stoned. a crap answer formed in my head and i just scrawled it onto the paper. my whole paper looked like shit. like kns. then went harbourfront to supposedly study. but... oh and i brought my tablet for nothing!!! thought emaths was before physics. anw, had lunch and then sent gadis' camera for repair and went town. searched for hoodies. had amaths tuition that night. then i realised that the madrasah johore trip was the next day. didnt know a single thing about it as i missed the briefing last sunday. called up Ustadz at and he went "oh i was just about to call you" -.-" rang up my mom and told her o wasnt really keen on going since mids are here and i pretty tired. she called Ustadz again the next morning and asked if it was okay if i didnt go.but then he said 30 marks from my practical exam would be gone and my money wont be refunded.by then i still didnt want to go. then my mom said that if i didnt go for this then i'll have to help my relative who was moving house. i reckoned the move was more tiring and boring so i decided to go for the trip. called up Ustaz again. it was then 9 am in the morning. i threw open my wardrobe and started pulling out clothes and throwing them onto my bed literally. once i got the clothes covered i went to bathe and my mom did up my backpack in ten minutes with everything covered. toiletries, emergency stuff, shoes and got my stuff ironed too. i swear she's amazing. she thought up of everything. it's like she knows what i'll be looking for and needing in the kampung. stuff i thought i didnt bring along were all there in my bag. then cabbed down to woodland centre rd with mother. the others had gone off already so i had to fit in Ustazah's car. heh, my bad for being indecisive. reached johore and moved into the van with the rest of the students. had lunch and then went to the house we would be staying at. sembelih ayam was fun, heh. three of the chickens got the heads totally disconnected. fuckin hilarious. had other activities. that night stayed up till 4 am in the morning. but it was fun, just talked with the people there.werent planning on sleeping but there wasnt really anything left to do so nazeehah and ashikin and i just squashed up in the timy room and got an hour sleep. oh yeah, the night walk was awesome too. went to a cemetry. it was damn cool okay. it's like you cant see anything in the dark and cant see where your feet is and you're scared there're holes in the road and you might sprain your ankle or sth but when you go past the same road the next morning there was absolutely nothing wrong with the road and it was pretty much perfect and safe. the next morning cleaned up the place and went to jusco. did window shopping heh. only bought lunch and dunkin' donuts XD fuckin yummaye. saw this nike bag which i havent seen in s'pore yet and it's RM118. wanted to buy but didnt have enough $$$ shall go back next time for the bag, the jeans, the pants, the tops/blouses and dunkin donuts((: an impressive mall indeed with awesome shops, like town packed into a four storey building. with cheaper stuff too. stayed home for the wholed of today. fucking sick. my nose is damned blocked. cant talk. GAHHH.

Piece of log

2006-04-25T21:32:00.000+08:00

days have been extremely tiring since friday. have been meaning to update since friday, but, ah gosh i'm already yawning. Friday was physics and chem test. or was it bio and chem? anw, chem was okay. i think i'll pass. then, icant remember what happened. on Saturday went down to my relative's house to rewang heh. it was fun. cut cucumbers like there was no tomorrow. skinned ginger until i sneezed my nose off. and i was the youngest there lah. makciks all around me. felt inferior hahah. they all so pro cut and skin the stuff. and my blunt knife did not help a single bit. they were all like, "can you manage dear?" yes i can kthnx. but my arm was sore after that. cant hold anything with my left arm. didnt get to sleep. next morning went down to the Heartlink place for tuition. was supposed to get science tuition for all the sciences i'm taking but ended up in the only sec3 grp; the one that was doing emaths N(A) it was a revision for me but i didnt do anything but practice basics. i guess it's good for me though, strengthen my foundation. then was supposed to go for madrasah. the plan was to go over to the wedding for lunch and rush back to my place to catch the tranport service. was vert reluctant to go. in the end we only had half an hour to eat and change and rush back. so in the end i didnt go. turned out my cousin who's in the same class didnt go too. both of us were helping out in the kitchen. i was only wearing a blouse and pants since i the plan was that i was to go for madrasah( i only had my madrasah uniform which is super suffocating) felt awkward a first. everyone was in baju kurung/kebaya and dolled up. hahah. wanted to go home and change. lucky i didnt, coz i ended up packing up the food for the people who came down for the wedding. had oil splatters all over me. stood up for practically the whole day. only went home at 8. went home and rushed through homework. was damn sleepy, but i couldnt sleep though. in the end i only manage to sleep for 3 hrs. that's 3 hours for the whole weekend. on monday my body went kaput. had aches all over me and i couldnt twist my arm backwards to scratch my back. straight after english i slept. all the way through lunch. slept like a log, literally. didnt even hear the bell ring. all i heard were shouts of "Malini!Malini!" god knows from who. woke up but my whole world was black. couldnt see a single thing. head was throbbing like some shit kid was banging a baseball bat on my head or sth. next thing i knew, i heard zakkiyya asking if i was okay. vaguely saw her hand go to my forehead or sth. saw that maini was in class already. then i discovered my left leg knees down was numb. couldnt feel a single thing. Ms Malini told me to go down to sick bay but i couldnt even stand properly. so i just slept through ss with my head on the brink of exploding and my leg no longer numb but damn kejang and painful. my leg is still weak now though. cant put my weight on the left leg. think it's because i spent hours packing the food standing on only one leg. shall go for massage. the question is when?

oh and i changed my layout hahah. gave the veronicas layout to some girl on the veronicas MB.
i know i'm slow, lol. i just discovered that you can change you url anytime you want and you wont lose your posts or have start all the way from post number 1. just change your current URL under settings and then create another blog with your old URL to link to the new one or to notify your move. hahah, so cool!

3 more days to Mid Yrs. KILL ME.

tests make my world go -

2006-04-20T19:11:00.000+08:00

this layout is getting too boring. anw, this blog is dead. shall bring it back to life lol. been having tests like crazy. had 6 tests this week. there was this day when we had 3 tests. like wtf. literature was fine. emaths was pure shit. it sucks donkey ass. i had a bloody mental block in the middle of nowhere. just like chem common test. the paper/test was sooooooooooo bloodt easy but somehow i couldnt answer them. fuck mental blocks. they ruin my day. RRRAHHHH! oh man, oh man, oh man. i just couldnt remember my formulas though i know that i had it in my head moments ago. ergh. amaths was sucky too. though not as sucky as emaths. at the last three minutes of the paper, i figured out how to do the last question. rushed/scribbled like HELL. in the end i only got to rationalising the surds when penny ang went "put your pens down" WHAT IS THIS??!?!?!?!? bio was a bitch. it was easy and all but something pissed me off. i studied hard for it okay.
went harbour front yesterday. ate at Mc's. was with marianie and michelle. then in the middle of eating this person in a batman suit went to the table behind us with a burger. damn freaky. everyone all stopped and stared. hahah. he DAMN tall lahhhh. the suit was....WHOAH. i swear, i freaked out as i was facing the wall. michelle and marianie suddenly stopped chewing/talking at stared at sth behind me. snapped my head to the left and saw this HUGE, TALL man in a batman mask and realised he was in a batman suit. snapped my head back and went \"OMG! *cursed*, whoah man *cursed* \" heh. the sucky thing was that i didnt have my camera with me. like wtf lah. of all days when i didnt bring the camera there HAD to be a strange encounter. i mean, hey, it\'s not everyday you see a total replica of the Batman marching/strolling into McDonalds and sit somewhere behind you. then after that there were 3 botakheads who sat behind us trying to get online. the internet sucks baboon ass. so slow. anw, my back was to them so only marianie and michelle could see. hahah. i didnt know at first how many there were. then went to jollibean to get the pancake thing and walked back. realised that there THREE botaks, ALL with the same notebooks WITH CAMERA. HILARIOS SHIT.
yep, still have chem and physics test tmr.

i only have one thing left to say. cheating is bad, wrong, SINFUL. dont do it. you deserve whatever marks you get if you dont study. it's unfair to people who sleep late and wake up especially earlier just to study, you know. it's frustrating to see people passing and scoring for the tests when all you get is an F9 due to a fucking mental block. dont be proud of your marks too, because you dont deserve it. and no, i have never cheated. though i admit i did consider cheating and was at the brink of it, i never cheated in the end.

FUNFAIR

2006-04-07T22:31:00.000+08:00

oh god, please dont let it rain. our banner paint IS WASHABLE! hahah, i went on here a couple of moments ago to blog, but now i dont feel like it.

2006-03-27T21:34:00.000+08:00

my eyes are glued shut. cant be bothered to redo my malay compo, which i've lost 3 times, so if i rewrite it, it'll be my fourth time attempting to remember back my original storyline. i'm too lazy to think up another one. bahh, i've had a rather humiliating week, discovering several things that were told wrongly to me :/ :O:O:O :/ still dont know if i should go for crezawards, aiyah. tickets are probably sold out too. ohwells. RAHHH. wthwthwth. i KNOW i've got a million things to do, but right now i cant think of anything, but my BED. i need a new mattress. my bed is so worn out. you can feel springs poking your butt when you sit on it, lol. my dad came into my room and sat on my bed and was like, "i wonder how you can possibly sleep on springs" no choice dad, no choice. too tired, my body is numb to such uncomfort, LOL. GET ME A NEW MATTRESS! talk so much, tsk. he's been commenting and i, complaining, about it for months now. but i dont blame him what with going overseas like every week and ~~a very demanding mother.~~

long dued post

2006-03-19T19:51:00.000+08:00

quick post. havent updated in eons, but wth. have been busy. i got close to thirty for my L1R5 okayyyyyyyyyyyyy. omgomgomg. im dead. basically, my average grade is B4. school's startin tmr. wtf. just realised i havent done my SS homework. aiyah, shall do during lunch tmr. thursday was band camp. pretty fun, played Leonardus Rex without sec4s. Mrs Chua said the trombones need to be careful with the sound :/ i guess i did suck. it was my first time[seriously playing, did try a couple of times] and adilah' s too playing different parts. so we werent familiar enough, i guess. but perhaps other sections are unfamiliar too. so, i MUST brush up on that, shall not make that an excuse. the games were fun. yep. oh yeah, madrasah just now was purely hilarious.there were sheeps and beards. and the ustazah was damn funny la. and then during break we were sitting at the second level and these two kids were running about. then suddenly POW! one of em fell. the other kid: *points at fallen and bawling kid on the floor* HAHAHAHAHH *jumps up and down. wahaha, so mean la. and next to us was this ultra chepskate gamestation. one small kid was lectured by his mom as he didnt wanna leave the gamestation. the mom left him behind and he scurried out of the shop. the Afham did "ORH-HOR" gesture and mimicked his mom. gues what the kid did. he glared[yeah GLARED] and got into this self defense position power rangers-cum-silat style with his his head slightly bowed. ROFLMAO!!!!!!!1111!!!!!1 and oh yeah, i gotta study hard for the mid years in order to maintain my position. there're new students, and they seem to be high scorers. oh man. oooooh atikahh bought american pie presents band camp the dvd from johore. aparently her parents didnt know of its rating and contents even though they were there when she bought it lol. got a diff background for my myspace.com/_feralchild . its kinda random. it sorta popped into my mind when i was thinking of changing it coz it looked too much like the veronicas' previous layout.

cough, cough GO AWAY!

2006-02-24T20:37:00.000+08:00

nyeh, coughing my throat out. tsktsktsk. anw, common tests. fine so far. i think my ass is safe for amaths. lowest possible mark is 23, that is if all the formulas and methods of answering is correct. i'm so dead for chem. YES I KNOW IT'S SO GODDAMN EASY! got a mental block, like, a, a, HUGE one. ah, stupidstupidstupid. i think i crammed too much the night before.

anw, yesterday. amaths and lit was fine. passable, if God permits ;) finished the papers at 10:45. had amaths later on. but since 2 and a half hrs were on our hands, five of the pure lit students [lazy to type la hor] went down to esplanade. hahah, had sore throat and cough but wth, went candy empire. bought sweet stuff, then guardian, for mineral water. and jessica squashed my nose :/ had a crazy time lol. the tourists waved at us at the river hahah.

today, very slack. except for emaths. was watching band camp with [names here, too many already]. HILARIOUS SHIT. nice storyline with interesting/hilarious parts here and there. heheh. heheh, shall go rewatch(:

WAHAHAH

2006-02-18T00:57:00.000+08:00

hidemyass.com rocks(: yes, i\'m in school. was late just now. the sec2 councillor was so bloody bitchy ok. like wtf. she was like \"please try not to be late next time,\" like i PURPOSELY want a freaking demerit. and she talk A LOT lahhhh. so IRRITATING! so NGADA-NGADA. then i had to go for TAF run. but she didnt beleive i\'m in TAF, like wth. I CANNOT STAND HER!!!! stupid councillor. yes i do respect councillor but if you act so....AIYAH. amamths already.

RECORDINGS

2006-02-11T23:19:00.000+08:00

the quality sucks. it was taken from somewhat the front of the stage, so it's kinda loud. plus there's plenty of screaming.
anw, here goes

Yama Midori
Leonardus Rex
Japanese Graffitti IV
Lion King Highlights
To The Stars!

To The Stars

2006-02-11T22:55:00.000+08:00

the concert was a success(: though there were some glitches here and there, it went reasonably well. my dad said leonardus rex was crap. he never looked at the score before but he could tell it was difficult and we didnt polish up our playing. ohwells. liyana was great she nailed her solo and all though she was too nervous she freaked and got some notes sounding weird. but the rest of her excellent playing was perfect. she pretty much covered for the section. listening to the recording, you can pretty much tell the first trombone part. the thirds were great too. shall write more later. too sleepy. my head feels like bursting.

[no title]

2006-02-01T22:57:00.000+08:00

RAH! i have 3 S.S. assignments but i'm really wiped out and i dont feel like doing :/ and and and, i stayed up laaaaaaaaaaate last night to do the S.S workbook BUT ms malini decided not to collect it but discuss it in class instead -.-" bah. anw, i LOVE logarithms. my favourite part of amaths so far. the rest are mind boggling, to ME. yeah, say i dont put in enough effort. you didnt see me staying up late just to freaking UNDERSTAND the concept. but like i said before, i'd rather take amaths than art.

we're following monday's timetable tomorrow. but there's still mass run :/ aiyah. gonna get busted by Ms Penny Ang AGAIN. confirm one. thank god tomorrow no amaths/PE. or she may get on my case and scold me for not putting much effort in sports. i'm a failure at sports. gimme some time. i'll progress, hopefully. heh. and DANG! she said something about someone scoring1/2o for the amaths test. i'm VERY convinced it's me. i really regretted taking the paper that day. but it seemed wasted. i mean, i came to school just to sit for the test. but then again, i couldnt focus, yeah. didnt manage to do the last question :/

some people have been telling me my tagboard has got something wrong with it or sth. cant seem to be able to post their tag. realised that when i tried it out myself. ohwells, shall change it. but not now.

I WANT KISSCHASY'S CD!!! pfft.

2006

2006-01-30T17:07:00.000+08:00

lol.ah shit, gotta get rid of that habit. anw, it's a month into the new year.loads happened while this blog was abandoned. pfft. i dont know where to start. my brain cells are used up trying to figure out what was wrong with my template, but i figured it out eventually.

1)To The Stars!
yep. the crescent band is having a combined concert with the the crescent and st gab's choir. preparing loads for it. I MISS BAND PRAC. due to CNY, i missed 4 band pracs, inc the Saturday practice session. didnt go on thurs. was sick. heard something happened. anw, the concert, "to the stars!" isnt too bad. it's very nice actually. we're playing leonardus rex, which i'm having difficulty with, since i cant blast F and above, which is deprssing, considering leonardus rex requires me to blast notes higher from my ability range. Jia Hui's... another story. she doesnt seem to play during combine[according to erza and adilah. she says she does play. but god knows how much she really plays] and cant play high c and above nicely. my portion of tickets are selling nicely.

2)New subjects
seem to be coping well with all except amaths. arrgh, i can practically pull out my hair. emaths seems so much easier. but i'd rather do amaths than art though. teachers seem nice enough. penny ang's very on. she puts in like 110% of effort into everything she does. which is cool. she gave us $2 ang pow money each for the whole class.

3)Punctuality
proud to say i havent got any demerits YET! lol.

4)The Veronicas
I HAVE THEIR CD!!-whoop. lol. it's awesome lmao. i LOVE "I could Get Used to This".
the cd's currently on loan. found this site that hosts the whole album and allows anyone to download the songs for free. tsktsk. that's illegal, and the chick who made that site got the guts to post it on the official veronicas forum. Lisa and Jess said they're gonna tour Australia, where the major fanbase is, i think, in March. hope they'll hop over to singapore for a quick visit(:

oh and i desperately need a haircut.

bliss...

2005-12-14T16:46:00.000+08:00

hah.life's very pleasant(: drowning myself in books, books, books.aiyah, you get it.holidays ALWAYS bring out the bookworm in me, the bookworm that ALWAYS lose it's way during school term.suppose reading IS my one true hobby(: heh.apart from sitting in front of my tablet and surfing the net for no apparent reason.perhaps to increase my ummm... general knowledge.heh. hey i dont go to crap sites you know.bought the sixth harry potter book.FINALLY.however, i have not ripped off the plastic yet.thinking of reading order of phoenix first, to refresh my memory.got the original story mixed up with the original.hmmm...it's been rumoured that harry'll die in the upcoming book:/ what the hell is wrong with JK Rowling.first she gets rid of Dumbledore and now Harry?! ohwell.
erza reminded me of one of my favourite cartoon shows when i was young last night.Captain Planet. took me quite a while what the show was all about when she mentioned it, though i remebered the rhythm of the song pretty clearly...and the first five words.but i did know that he was green.asked my sister if she remembered.she did.then she started describing the CP and it just kinda clicked somewhere in my brain.remembered i liked the planeteer who had the wind ring.think her name's linka or sth.also remembered that my sister and i used to laugh over one of the planeteer's name, who was Ma-Ti, whose element is heart.lol.oh why the hell am i rambling about CP.
anw going the malacca tmr.got reservations at a'famosa at last.havent packed yet:/
someone used the veronicas' everything i'm not for a dhr vid.it was ok. but the original EIN vid was wicked<3 just realised my jukeboex down there isnt working.heh.oh i'll take it off sometime,or i'll work out how to make it work.

holidays

2005-12-09T21:47:00.000+08:00

this blog is VERY dead.ohwells.it's my fault anyway.cant blame my weak focus.anw no band for 2 weeks.one week's gone, fruitfully(: did homework((: cousins stayed over.so mother brought us out.they came on monday.oh yeah my dad bought my sister the motorola rokr.but since he didnt buy a line and my SIM card is used for the phone instead, it's more like we're sharing the thing.though i use it more due to messages and stuff.went swimming just now.wanted to go to the JE pool.but it was booked and we could only go in at 1.so went chua chu kang instead.never in my life was i whistled at by the security guard manymanymanymany.... times.this is probably due to the fact that i dont usualy play at the kids playground pool thingy.heh.but since i was looking after my sister coz father was away and the slide was too tempting i went up that thing.plus at the wave pool thingy Fatin pushed me up till the rope thing and i brought hannah into the wave pool on the float beyond where she in allowed to be.and me and fatin went up the kids see-saw.but hey we didnt know we were not allowed to do some of those stuff plus the sign at the kids playground stating that only kids below 6 years old were allowed is small and i wasnt wearing my glasses.my suggestion: put one fat bigass sign AT THE ENTRANCE of the swimming complex.at the turnstile thing.OR put a HUMONGOUS sign at every pool stating the rules and regulations so that myopic people like me who obviously dont wear glasses in the pool can see.i mean you cant expect us to wear glasses while on the slide right? but it was embarrassing nevertheless.had quite an umm adventure on the slide.Hazirah and Syaza went up the staircase to the slide first followed by me,Fatin and Hannah[i had no idea why they allowed small kids up the tall purple slide.weird, i guess].but somehow we ALL came out of the tube TOGETHER.the security guard was like "You all go separate but come out together.*shakes head*" well what could i say.Hazirah kinda got stuck in the tube,hence the "jam".then me and Fatin went to the comp pool to do laps.but we didnt have goggles and couldnt swim without them so we didnt do lengths, though we unsuccessfully attempted it.
anw there was band chalet on wed to fri.wanted to go.but since my cousins were here my help was needed.

Harry Potter GOF

2005-11-19T03:19:00.000+08:00

YAY. the movie was awesome(:hilariously funny too.but it was pretty dark and kinda scary too.they cut some parts.there was no winky;SPEW;stuck-up Percy;the Dursleys;veelas and other stuff.turned Beauxbatons and Durmstang into single gender schools.i think i would have preferred Alfonso to direct.he did a wicked job with POA.really knows how to use the element of music the bring up the atmosphere.Mike Newell's lack background music, which i think kinda make the movie feel kinda empty.POA was rich and lush.i think if more music was injected into GOF, the movie would be even more spectacular. they changed composers anw.i still would have preferred John Williams.he did an amazing job with POA's soundtrack.composed and conducted everything. Quidditch.Third Year and The Whomping Willow And The Snowball Fight are my favs.the trombones are..........WHOOHOO.cant find a suitable word but it was wicked. anyway, a reporter on Berita Harian wrote an article on GOF and got the Triwizard tournament and the Quidditch World Cup mixed up.apparently she thought the triwizard champs and competing for [quote]Piala Dunia Quidditch (Piala Dunia Ahli Sihir Muda)[/quote] WTH??!!!!11
it was supposed to be Piala Triwizard(piala yang direbut calon-calon penuntut dari sekolah-sekolah sihir yang terbesar di dunia). my malay isnt that good la but at least the facts are right.haiyo...tsktsk.BH might be good in the malay language but some of the facts there isnt exactly reliable.
back to the movie, voldemort was revolting.it's transformation, especially.plenty of murders.stupid voldemort.malfoy's hair was hilariously yellow.instead of the white blonde he had in the other movies.fred and george were very tall.ginny looked.........weird.like some kid suffering from malnutrition.heh.Cho Chang looked very aunty.hahah.but she's got weird accent.she scottish anw.Crouch's accent was pretty funny too. students from Beauxbatons all very chio.Durmstang- scary.oh yeah Filch runs in a REALLY funny manner.ROFLMAO.seriously funny. ok i'm laughing real hard now. *takes a deep breath* Ron's dress robes were freaking hilarious too.no Weird Sisters.....i think.an all guys band played.the orchestra had silver instruments la.so cool.but it was pretty sad towards the end-the part when harry and cedric appeared back outside the maze.Dumbledore was kinda scary.he was supposed to be calm damn it.ohwells.
anw, gonna watch it again this saturday.YAY-NESS.<<<<<<<<<3

HILARIOUS FANFIC

2005-11-13T14:59:00.000+08:00

lmao.was reading fanfic and i came across this hilarious conversation by a group of slytherins.they were discussing come-ons/pick-up lines/punchlines.yeah.read on.

----------"Hey baby, are your legs tired? 'Cause you've been running around my mind ALLL day."

"Lame."

"Hey, I got one. 'Scuse me, darlin', I forgot my number. Can I have yours?"

"Ooh! My Time-Turner shows us having dinner. Oh wait, it's three hours fast."

"Um, did that honestly make sense to anyone else? Do you know what a Time-Turner is, Goyle? It doesn't tell time, you know."

"Three hours into the future then?"

"Forget it. It's over. You've killed it."

"Did you get hit with a Blast-Ended Skrewt? Because your ass is on FIRE, baby."

"That was somewhat creative."

"You know what's the best come-on ever?"

"Enlighten us, Zabini."

"You. Me. Broom closet. Five minutes."

"It doesn't work," someone muttered sullenly.

Crabbe raised his hand urgently (something he has yet to attempt during classes). "Ooh! If you were a bogie, I'd pick you first!" he decreed triumphantly.

Half of the table chuckled, wondering how the hell they got so disgusted into laughing.

A fifth year smirked. "You know what would look good on you?" The rest of the table waited with bated breath for the inevitable (and obvious) punch line. "Me." The rest of the table breathed a sigh of relief. It hadn't been so painful after all.

"That's dirty," Millicent Bulstrode said plainly. The fifth year shrugged.

"You know," Draco grinned, "Your tan would match my sheets perfectly."

"Your sheets are green," Zabini observed.

Draco scoffed. "Shut up. Pretend they aren't. Besides, how would she know?"

"Not until it's too late."

"Precisely."

Zabini shrugged. "Are you an owl? Because I could've sworn I saw you eyeing my package."

The half the table erupted into a droning hum of "Ewwww" (from the girls that had been listening). The other half of the table exploded in laughter. There was also a sparse sprinkling of 'huh?'s and blank gazes of 'WTF? Package?'

"No one wants to hear about anyone's package," Millicent muttered.

"Zabini--you are just . . . wow, can I be you when I grow up?"

"Shut it," Draco told the first year, testily. If anyone was going to be like anyone when they grew up, it was going to him (the second 'anyone' that is, not the first). He turned to Zabini. "An owl? That's supposed to be a compliment?" He mocked. "Hey sweetheart, nice beak, those feathers sticking out of your ass are really turning me on." He rolled his eyes. "Yeah, that works."

"Let's hear you do one better, then," Zabini challenged.

Draco cleared his throat and lowered his voice, for effect, of course. "Those robes are very becoming on you--"

Zabini waved a bored hand. "And if I were on you, I'd be coming to." He didn't pause to think about the possible slashy undertones that he had just created. Instead, he sighed and gave Malfoy a condescending smile, "Heard it already."

"Hey, you lovely piece of hammy ass, come sit on my lap and we'll talk about the first thing that pops up."

"Hammy?" Zabini said incredulously, "Did you seriously just use pork as an adjective?"

"Says the bloke who came up with owls. At least mine is nearer in species," he hissed in his defense. "And I was inspired by this meat. What is this? Fish?"

"Hey!" a little voice squeaked. Draco and Blaise simultaneously glanced a few seats down to a thin hand belonging to a second year girl. "How about Heaven must be missing an angel," she started dreamily. "The stars in your eyes, the sun in your smile, the--"

"That's a Gryffindor come-on!" Crabbe bellowed. Draco and Blaise nodded as the girl skulked away, a bit shocked at Crabbe's astute observation. ---------------

then blablablablablabla.........boringboringboring
ok continue.

---------Goyle, oblivious to any 'tensions' happening to his immediate right, popped his big fist in between Zabini and Malfoy, slamming it on the table with a loud thump before announcing, "I've got one!"

After sneaking one last suspicious glance at Zabini, Draco turned his attentions back to Goyle. "Well, what have you? Spit it out."

Goyle was about to do just that, but instead, Zabini gestured a quick 'No! Don't do it, yet!' (he was awfully good with gestures) and quietly motioned to Pansy, sitting conspicuously with a gaggle of Slytherin girls. "Whaddya say you try this one on her, huh? Might be interesting."

Goyle hesitated. "I don't know, guys. Would she get mad?"

"Pansy?" Malfoy cried in pure shock (the mocked kind).

"Pansy's a delicate flower, you know," Zabini pushed forth, "She probably won't even understand what you're talking about."

Malfoy nodded. "Worst thing that can happen is that she cries."

Goyle mulled this over. He didn't have anything against making girls cry. So yes! He'll do it!

"Anyways, I think this is a fantastic idea," Draco broke in enthusiastically, "And who knows, maybe you'll even get a snog," he refrained himself from blowing chunks when he said this, but his lip did curl a bit as he got a visual. And then, changing tactics, "Get to it, Goyle," he commanded. "We could all use a laugh."

Nervously, Goyle got up with bits of his robes clenched in his tight fists. Slowly, with Malfoy and Zabini's encouraging snickers, he made his way down the table a bit, where Pansy Parkinson was debating with a sleek haired brunette about the dangers of compressed drying spells (how they can quickly catch something on fire). He tapped her on the shoulder, too softly for her to notice. He turned questioningly back to Zabini and Malfoy. Zabini casually motioned with his hands for Goyle to get the hell on with it. Malfoy has crossed his arms and was nodding his head for Goyle to get the hell on with it.

He tapped harder.

Pansy turned around, blond hair swishing around her face all delicate-like. When she saw who it was, her pug nose became a bit puggier. "Yes? Can I help you with something?"

He turned back to Malfoy and Zabini, both with odd colorings. Malfoy's cheeks were too pink. Zabini was actually turning purple. Must be the food, Goyle surmised, touching his own belly to see if there was anything weird going on in there.

"Er. . . ."

"Yes?"

"Um. . . ."

"What, Gregory?"

"Oh, just get on with it!" Malfoy yelled it, garnering more disapproving looks from the other tables.

Goyle cleared his throat. "Uh . . . Pansy--"

"Yes, that's me," she said impatiently.

"Uh, do you like Arithmancy?"

Her eyes squinted. "What?"

"Like you know, with the numbers and stuff."

She shook her head in confusion. "It's okay."

"Sooo," Goyle struggled to remember his lines, "How about you plus me, you know, we get together, and how 'bout we practice multiplying?"

Goyle heard a loud gasp from some fourth year down the table.

"He didn't!" Malfoy wheezed.

"Oh, he did!" Zabini breathed.

"Oh, shit," Crabbe muttered.

Goyle started suspecting that he had done a very bad thing. He turned back to Pansy in time to see her growing fist smack his eye.-------------------

ROFLMAO.i especially like the first few ones.

BOO

2005-11-13T11:16:00.000+08:00

loooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooong absence of entries due to exams;results;fasting month;hari raya;forums;no mood and of course the lure of fanfiction.oh wells.loads of stuff going on.dunno where to start.
BAND.mrs chua chucked aside hafabra overture and gave us a new piece-Leonardus Rex.kinda nice.very majestic and stuff.but section attendance was kinda poor.sprained my wrist :/
HARI RAYA.umm trying to finish up as many houses as possible.lots didnt go according to plan.and we had to put off several houses till the last week as cousin's having o levels and he wanted to come along with us.
HARRY POTTER. 5 DAYS LEFT(: yay.most prob watching with eunice and alpha the hp fanatics[no i'm not one.i'm just a fan] and maybe sze wai.

bahh.ok.i suppose i need to get used to updating again.

hahaha

2005-10-05T13:23:00.000+08:00

ok forget it.i give up trying to find a suitable title for this post but since the post is abt very random stuff...yeah.heh.shall start from friday.english paper was ok.but i received a totally wicked mental block during paper 1.was staring blankly at the questions from section A.finally took up the argumentative one.i suppose i could write the most on that question rather than the other qns.came home and found out that my mum's cousic had possed away.and i was like WOW.he died on a FRIDAY. right aft. solat jumaat.like how lucky is that.then parents went over at 11pm.so i had to tuck in my sisters but i slept first aft i had cleared up everything.lol.was kinda tired.then the next day had tuition.my dad went off for the funeral.wasnt in a particularly ecsatically happy mood as it wont be appropriate since someone just passed away.but was in a fairly good mood.dad came home kinda late so went to jp.had fun.lmao.due to my sore throat we didnt but a cake but celebrated, at precisely 1731 hrs, over soup noodles and fish and chips at the banquet.my dad was being very generous.i was drinking water all the way since the start of the day,went to the loo countless times as a result:/ anw, sunday was kinda boring slept quite a lot.both lyana and me couldnt talk much due to our sore throat then went over to grandma's.my aunt bought me this christian dior wallet which i simply have no idea when to use.probably hari raya.it's kinda nice but not something i would use as my normal wallet.monday had mother tongue paper.overall it was ok.hahah paper 2 damn nice.slept for like almost 30 mins.lol five mins aft i slept i woke up and my cheek was wet.i freaking drooles lah.that shows how tired i was.luckily i had like a few pieces of tissue with me.hahah settled on a position in which the possibility of drooling is zero.today...nothing much.went for terawih at 1945 hrs.heh didnt do it since the last fasting month so forgot several stuff lol.

science and lit this friday.
GOODNESS.
oh yeah had briefing abt the streaming thingo.think i'll put option f anf h the first 2(:

tom wellingtonXD

2005-09-30T12:38:00.000+08:00

lol.ok inside joke.shall explain later.yesterday was fun.sat at the back.slacked quite a lot.yeah.i was wiped out la.anw CS was HILARIOUS.lmao.me,eunice and sze wai got bored as we werent keen to do maya.googled pics of various ppl.such as characters from harry potter and the goblet of fire.were laughing away at victor krum and cedric diggory.me and eunice couldnt see why victor krum was describe as handsome in the book.lol and jon *dontknowhowtospell* looks like gorilla in this pic and poor sze wai was freakin jealous lmao.hahah then googled tom felton but my mind was absolutely somewhere else as i went "tomwellington!tomwellington"ROFLMAO.i know.super paiseh.hah no wonder i felt like something's wrong with the name or sth.so we searched for tom wellington and it turns out to be this woman is a glittery shirt and ridiculous glasses.we were literally rolling on the floor.i had was clutching my sides ok.today laughed lots too.was going the rotunda when i saw this crescentian going down the stairs and suddenly sliding down just moments later.hahah.but it seemed fun lol.seemed mean but was on the verge of laughing out loud as i was recalling yesterday's incident then it happened in front of me so i burst out.i mean it when i say burst out ok.lmao.then looked for ms tan as sze wai wanted to go home at the staff room when i just saw ms tan at the fourth level across our classroom.lol was super dumb.then on the way home pris showed me and jan this fake score.it had things like "sing heyhoheyho" and "cool timpani with small fan" and other ridiculously hilarious stuff i cant remember.

el paper tmr.dammit.

wth

2005-09-28T08:02:00.000+08:00

hah.ok so i did what xiling told me to.goodness sake even when i confronted her she could still lie to my face.and after i asked her twice! what the hell is wrong with that scrawny bitch.fine so i'm like over that incident but that doesnt mean i'll let you go easily.i still need answers.hah. should've dragged janice along.she'll get hell i swear.hell i'd stayed there longer her head'll be bashed in.red, at least.anw went jp today aft CME paper,which is kinda easy and more than half the class slept half way through the time allocated.bought sushi and cheesecake again at the same shop AND the same person whose name i found funny was at the counter.hah this time i only stopped laughing because janice and i went to the toilet and it was so smelly i couldnt breathe.lol.then janice met her pri. sch friends who are super friendly(: i like.lmao.anw the short one is kinda cute lol.took 174 home.it seems i've been going to jp a lot these few days.ohwells.

shit.FINALS!!!!!!11 *faints

sambal belacan(:

2005-09-26T13:24:00.000+08:00

lmao.ok that came out of nowhere.anw.i know i havent updated for eons.but heck i was busy.so how's the new layout?*wiggles eyebrows*lol.it IS the first time i put up what i have done in my free timeXD this is gonna be a rather long post i suppose.met up with the oldiesXD on.. umm..cant remember.heh.but it's either mon,tues or wed.thurs went to jp with janice to buy sze wai's present.it's so friggin CUTE.lol.was craving for cheesecake.but i was left with a pathetic 2dollar note.then janice wanted to buy sushi so we went down.apparently there was a 1.20 plain cheesecake from the same shop lmao.so i bought it and planned to experiment on itXD anw while paying for the sushi and cheesecake i noticed the cashier's name tag.i almost doubled over ok.mainly because a scenario popped in my brain.hahah.was like staring at it to make sure i was reading correctly.anw, friday was the usual thing.then went for d&t aft sch.creative arts was horrible.i cannot stand watching those movies.no i'm not scared but meh.i dont know how to put it.met xiling.talked to her for umm..abt an hour i think.she has this thing about making ppl guilty.she will just like ask you a question and you cant answer and she'll look at you in this weird way and you'll feel guilty.like she'll somehow turned back what you said back at yourself. that didnt come out quite right.lol.but yeah...anw my key holder is HORRIBLE.shouldnt have coloured along the sides.pfft.went home with pris and janice.came out of the train with stitches lmfao.i could use more of those laughs these days(: anw, saturday is as per normal.tuition and homework...today went to madrasah.one of my favourite laughing centres.i'm not kidding.anw this whole day is so freakin WARM.and the fact that my mum didnt bring more comfortable clothes for me to change into for the kenduri at yishun didnt help at all.so i was stuck with my THICK; HOT; HEAT ABSORBING MADRASAH LONG DRESS.plus the weather didnt help one single bit.was kinda snappy at the kenduri due to the heat.my relatives thought i was pms-ing or smth.heh.my dad still owes me the 100 bucks he promised to give this week. i repeat THIS WEEK,which is like gonna end like in less than 2 hours time.lol.ok sorry.IT'S THE HEAT.my mum disallowed me from switching on the fan coz i always forget to off it.but ohwells i deserve it :p

oh yeah which is better for my malay blog; sambalbelacan.blogspot.com or rojakmama.blogspot.com

they were suggested by my mum and sister respectively.and both has got a meaning behind it.

2005-09-18T12:49:00.000+08:00

oooh the champion qariah is reading now.she's not bad either.

2005-09-18T12:48:00.000+08:00

havent been posting since...ummm oh never mind.have been busy with something and several other things.had detention yesterday.did it with hidayah and amirah.the soap destroyed my hands.they are like so dry and the skin is peeling and stuff.so disgusting.anw during creative arts did the dance review assessment thingy.then watched an exerpt from a movie. _____ List.lmao.forgot the title.anw the movie is so uber disgusting.i mean like it may seem like the person died on the spot but it doesnt mean the...oh never mind.dont know how to put it.but still i cant imagine the excruciating pain>.< anw went the airport to send my father.ate at popeyes.apparently my sister was addicted to the cleanliness of the toilets.lol.reached home at about 11.45.slept all the way from 12 to 9 heh.then had tuition.finally my craving for prata is umm fulfilled?heh.anw watching tilawah al-quran.they announced the winner.Indra Gunawan from Indonesia.he's so frigging good lahhhh.he pandai lenggokkan suaraXD heh.but seriously lah.his breath span is long and he can pull his voice like WHOA.ohwells he shall be my inspiration(:

lalala

2005-09-13T13:42:00.000+08:00

heh.apparently the school unblocked blogger and msn and everything.hopefully they dont suddenly block it before i finish posting this entry.anw having maths.ms tan had a sore throat so she couldnt talk.she's using online lessons to teach us.lmao.did trigonometry.and and and i manage not to get myself booked today.hopefullt it can remain that way till the end of the term so i wont land myself in suspension :$ santhiya is blabbing her head off next to me right now.how bloody irritating.pfft.

tired but XD

2005-09-12T12:54:00.000+08:00

BOO(:yay i finally found a connection to get internet.apparently the connection i usually use disappeared.pfft.heh.spent the last half hour trying to get a connection.anw i'm wiped out.didnt really rest today.had madrasah till 1:30 then went to my granduncle's.he was having an engagement ceremony.so yeah helped pack the food was kinda funXD******** was washing stuff in front of me((:this ceremony wasnt much of an eyesore like a regular wedding.my eyes found something sweet to feed on ;).saw two freaky people today.first was my late grandfather look-alike.i swear i freaked out.stared for quite sometime coz he was just like standing there not doing anything.like observing us or something.but i saw someone talking to him so yeah.freaky person #2 is someone who looked like the lead singer of my chemical romance.hahahh.i'm serious lmao.probably because of te hair.ohwells.i love packing food espacialle if you're working with fun people(:hah.my mum was like next time you help out you can cut onions.hah.i can never cut onions.perhaps with goggles onXD pfft tmr's school already.lol it's sept 11.

-.-

2005-09-09T06:11:00.000+08:00

damn i'm starving.fasting today to pay back my days.yech.4 hrs to go:(didnt have much of a sahur earlier as there wasnt much time.overslept.heh.anw had tuition and everyone was happily eating macaroni *stomach growls* and i sat in my room reading the books i had borrowed the other day.didnt go out and joined them for fear i cannot control myself.heh.it's thurs and i havent started on my homework.shits.but at least i have started revising so that is something eh.ohwells *yawms* fasting made me sleepy.oh yeah i had the craziest dream, no, nightmare ever last night.i swear i freaked out.i dreamt that my mom was murdered by my non-existent-in-the-real-world uncle.motive:to get her kids aka me and my siblings.which doesnt make sense.yeah there's a whole lot more to the dream but it's too freaky.MUCH freakier than the dream where i died. *stomach growls again*

grandma's birthday

2005-09-06T14:36:00.000+08:00

my dad took leave today.took my grandma out for lunch.my cousin was there too.ate at east coast again<3heh.the food there is nice plus there were a lot of varieties to choose from.had a craving for roti prata but yeah there wasnt any down there so i settled for nasi lemak which was yummy(:was damn hungry.the satay wasnt bad either.walked around the beach after lunch.apparently there was a sandcastle building contest.the sandcastles were fantastic.they have bridges and everything.winder how they did that.went back to grandma's house and slacked.didnt know where to go so just stayed there and watched lady boss which was hilarious.lmao.
went home after that as dad had to go to work the next day and hazirah had supp classes.

cemetry drive

2005-09-05T13:29:00.000+08:00

i decided to go after all.was kinda fun in fact.despite the fact that there wasnt enough seats in the two buses.heh.me and noraz were going to and fro the two buses.two guys gave their seats in the and and squashed up with their mates up front.anw, happened to be a burial ceremony going on so we got to watch how it was being done and everything.but eeeww there were A LOT of milipedes roaming about.i get goosebumps just thinking about worms.was watching my feet most of the time to ensure none of them milipedes crawl up my pants or something.then went down to chua chu kang park for ummm just to hang out and relax i suppose.played games.MAD 2A won the fastest eater game for both male anf female.hahah.we WERE hungry.started raining so sat at one of the shops and ate our food.we were seriously starving.heh.played more games.hilarious ones made me gasp for air.we were dismissed early due to the rain.went to lot1 with noraz and nadia.bought gummy candies((((:hahah.i'm addicted to it okay.esp the cola tapes<3 gosh my mouth is watering.went up to the library while waititing for my dad to pick me up.borrowed several books.i miss books okay.heh.went home.didnt go out after that.cleaned my roomXD so it's spick and span.lol.

AAD

2005-09-04T13:54:00.000+08:00

arts awareness day was a total bore.came at 9 and spent the day with janice and sze wai.bought a test tube but i broke it:(lol.ohwells.first up was the crez choir perf.it was ok.walked around.wanted to buy the brownie but it's so bleeding ex.2 bucks for a tiny slice?uhh no thanks.then watched the capoeira dance[spelling???]the performance was familiar.think i've watched it before.primary school???perhaps.heh.we were hungry so went down to canteen.bought carrotcakes.sze wai was broke lol.so went to mobil after that so sze wai could buy something.the food is expensive ok.it's a school dammit.cant they like bring the price down.pity us poor broke students who are starving.eunice and alpha finished up their food at the foyer and sze wai was so bored she left.hahah.met up with janice again at the music room for the sond without words workshop.WAS A TOTAL WASTE OF TIME!!i swear the person couducting the workshop was so full of himself he laughs at everything he says.plus the fact that i have only done bass all my life [except for the music lessons learning the recorder which i dont pay attention to in primary sch].was asking janice all the way.lmao.well she MADE me go.heh.went to the hall for the royston tan thingy.family came down since my sister wanted a taste of her future sch.hahah.ms azilah didnt believe my youngest sister and me are siblings as she's super fair and took after my dad.
my sister bought the cheese chocolate brownie((:it was fudgelicious.like YUM.so chcolatey.then went to east coast to have lunch and take a look at my uncle's stall at the flea market there.he was selling handicrafts and it was raining so yeah it got wet.helped him clean up the stuff then had our lunch.went home after that.<3

dance assessment and detention

2005-09-03T11:14:00.000+08:00

dance was ok.michelle was bloody irritating.she so picked the wrong time to annoy me.pfft.andrea and sze wai are such pitiful souls.lol.they injured themselves while dancing and from kneeling so much.heh.yeh i was laughing during the dance lol.somehow the music matched our moves-just like i wanted it to be(:timing was fine and everything.but the music didnt stop ontime.heh.ms low had that puzzled look on her face hahah.i think she's in a good mood.anw detention was fine.yue qun, cecilia and me did ours in the PAT.so we had the air-con.but ms azilah was in charge for our grp.so yeah she was like looking at me in this really disapproving manner.i was like ok ok i know i'm the asl i wont get myself another demerit and land myself in suspension.then we had to collate some data of the career survey did by sec4s.lost count quite a number of times.was sleepy...yeah then filled up this reflections thingy and took 106 home.damn i'm sleepy.tmr's AAD and i dont know what to wear.perhaps i'll just wear sch u...

lalala...

2005-09-02T14:53:00.000+08:00

lol.ok i havent been updating.heh.lotsa things happened things this week.umm ok well i have satisfying common test results(:ohwells but i know i can achieve more.i need one freaking mark for A1 in english.meh.anw band this week have been fun.i have been practising hard ok.hafabra is nice.and i am still looking for the recording.i'v spent countless hours trying to find it.so anyone who has it pls let me listen(:lion king is crap.i'm not that keen on playing it for our concert which has been postponed to 10th feb.yeah.anw yesterday went back to my primary school.it has TRANSFORMED.ok wells not exactly but yeah it was so much nicer since i left it.it's colourful and they've got more stuff.me and hui xin were bored so we walked arond like 5 times.hahah.discovered stuff.heh.my ex classmates have...changed.the guys are taller.the girls are pretty much the same.mrs hong called me her artist BUT forgot my name.lmao.saw hariz.god i cant stand that disgusting egoistic giant cockroach.he's freaky in a yucky kinda way.yep.
today was fun.
it was very ummm fruitful?heh.my muscle aches are gone.danced the whole day.didnt know dancing could take up a lot of energy.hahah.all of us pigged out la.first we ordered 2 pizzas from the canadian pizza which we polished off in what 5 minutes.potato wedges and everything.then we were still hungry so we called up macs.ordered 3 fish mcdipper EVMs coz we wanted the twister fries.eunice was craving for them.hahah.she was saying "i want twister fries" over and over again.anw the food arrived only like 45 mins late so by that time we were hungry again.we gobbled everything up in 5 mins.hahah.take a look...

our clean plates aft the second serving.we did not leave behind a single scrap of food.

andrea and her tambourine lol.

michelle and eunice at their 43583549859479 attempt to dance without cracking up.

janice and sze wai aka the hunter and the panther.

andrea and alpha demonstrating the dance.

andrea's very pink room.

and janice's attempt on a skateboard.she was banging into walls lmao.

meh.dreading tmr.damn detention.

malay oral...

2005-08-26T13:51:00.000+08:00

was complete bullshit.passage was friggin crap.stumbled and stammered all the way.half way through i gave up so i just rushed my way through the last paragraph.convo was even more bullshit.couldnt utter more than one pathetic sentence.kept on repeating the sentence like wth.got prompted like 84720947432 times.
pfft.it was only at the last qn that i was able to talk more.MORE only not MUCH.i'm very much ashamed that i cant even speak my own language fluently.and for once reading berita harian didnt help.prob because i only rushed thru the paper at what 15 mins before reporting time.OH GOD HELP ME.i've got two solutions.watch the news on suria every night and speak malay with my parents.perhaps i'm good with conversational malay in pri sch as my grandparents was living with us and i speak malay with them.EEEEEEE I WANNA STRANGLE MYSELF.bahhhhh.
anw i'm in love with another thing.
THE VERONICAS(:
yep their songs are awesome(: but so far i've only heard snippets of their other songs except 4eva which is in my blog playlist(:

come on baby we aint gonna live forever<3>

i'm a happyhappy soul

2005-08-25T13:17:00.000+08:00

lmao.i just came back from quran night class.the ust said my reading is very nice to listen to.lol.so she told me to read another page.i havent read that kitab like for 2 weeks due to period.hahah.yeah and i'm happy because that ust has pretty high standards and for her to compliment you wld be like WOW.hahah.YAY.now i'm motivated to attend those classes((: anw school was fine.I PASSED HIST. OHKAY(: i totally expected to fail la.english was...roflmao.watched angela's ashes disc 2.had some parts that was not suitable for viewing in school.hah. apparently ms neo hadnt watched it before so she has no clue what the class was guffawing about.the whole class was awake due to the excitement.and i'm currently on love with several things.
1.dawn's skin
2.window to the past from the harry potter soundtrack by john williams.
3.my trombone(yes my trombone((:)
4.playing around with paintshop pro
etc;...and other stuff too...
lol okay that was very random though.i'm just in a HAPPY mood.
and has anybody got hafabra overture recording?

normal day...

2005-08-23T13:19:00.000+08:00

got bored during maths so i came up with my target list for end of yrs...
1.Maths-A1
(why not. i proved i can)
2.English-A2
(yepp)
3.Mother Tongue-A1
(yes A1 coz i know i can do it)
4.Science-B3
(sci is such a goner.i cant possibly get A.even i did get a1 the rest of my common test marks would pull me down anw)
5.Literature-A1
(ambitious?why not.when there's a will there's a way)
6.History-??
(i have no idea what to expect of history)

yeah.and i'm gonna stick to it(: english was boring as usualo.ms neo told us abt some project postcard that we're gonna have to do tmr.D&T common test.hah i totally forgot ok.didnt study at all.so i lost 14 marks already.had band. did hafabra and green mountains...it's in jap la but i forgot.sec 1s joined us...sounded pretty crap.jia hui was...frustrating.liyana gave up on her.i dont know how to handle her.pfft.and from now on i'm gonna be playing part1 /part2.one of the thirds will be playing 2nd part/3rd part.not decided yet.

now i know the ABSOLUTE TRUTH.how could i be so BLIND?
dont waste your time.
drama time's over.hear that.OVER!so strip off the make-up and those stupid fake smiles.

when boredom strucks

2005-08-21T16:19:00.000+08:00

last night was freezing.seriously i was shivering ok.but i was too sleepy to get myself a blanket so yeah.went off to madrasah and it was typically cold in the classroom.we were frozen and numb by the end of the day.yep then got home and did my homework and got bored.so i browsed deviantart and found a couple of familiarly hilarious stuff such as...

emo harry...

one of the street teamers has this...

this is kinda cute...

and you can spend your time on this...

scissors; paper; stone...

and lastly...

there is one on george bush resembling a monkey.its damn hilarious.but it's kinda offensive so i shall not put it on.the rest are just random stuff.

sentosa performance

2005-08-21T14:50:00.000+08:00

today went without a hitch.but it was kinda sway as everytime we get to the stage area it starts raining.hahah.but yeah i managed to play.got my voice back this morning but it is still VERY low.yeah everyone was sweating like hell.xiling gave us pink roses.yep and my pitching was kinda sucky.but concerto's pitching was ok.which is surprising.postcard was utter crap.cant seem to pitch the high note during combine but am able to during sectionals.bleh.i cant breathe properly so yeah.john williams was ok.managed to play everything.then xiling got obsessed with the lorry.hahah.ms low said we were fast(: and ppl commented that we were good.hahah i wonder...my pitching was seriously off la.esp for g.then i almost got a heat rash.lucky for the bus my face got cooled down fast.oh yeah i've got an idea for dance(:it clicked right after the perf.ohwells i'm wiped out.

i lost my voice :(

2005-08-20T14:06:00.000+08:00

that is a bad thing coz sentosa perf is TOMORROW!!shit.i need my voice back dammit.today had that dance assessment.screwed up.my knee got scraped bad.so yeah wrecked my dance.then before lunch polished instrument with erza. SO SHINY XD. bet it's not gonna make a diff tmr anw.polishing efforts always go to waste once my trombone gets back into the casing. study session was fun.slacked all the way.hahah.disturbed ppl and laughed at pics.MR I COOL MY ASS(: i laughed too much.IT COSTED ME MY PRECIOUS VOICE!oh yeah i got a friggin A1 for maths ok(: kinda funny coz i got full marks for those complicated qn but wrong for simple basic qn.but sci burst my bubble.asshole.i failed ok.tskk.short lived happiness.yeah and my malay dropped kinda bad.got A2.oh man..i gotta speak more malay AND read berita harians.
yeah and i've been feeling like an old woman lately.first i've got non stop headaches which i'm getting tired of.second, my knees are so weak taking the stairs is SO torturous.bleah.
good luck ppl for sentosa perf tmr(:

snap out of it!

2005-08-17T12:19:00.000+08:00

today was...unbelievable yet believable.oh what crap is this.anw i found out today that basically no one can be trusted in this world.i mean it NO ONE.except for my sister.but she's clueless.at least she lends a listening ear(:yep.seriously need to sort out my head.i'm getting a serious headache.i think my head's abt to burst into a million pieces(is that a sign of dying).i dont know whats wrong with me but i really think it's either i'm gonna die or the world's gonna end soon.anw i dont know if i shld be mad or not.i mean like if you've got the guts to pull a prank atleast have the guts to apologise dammit.dont like put on a facade and prtend nothings wrong.i wanna get rid of all this shit thats distracting me and concentrate y'know.even if my life's ending i could at least make full use of the remaining time to make me and my parents proud.i'm sick of your drama and i'm tired of playing along.

yay.i finally got it(:

2005-08-11T14:15:00.001+08:00

hahah.after an afternoon trying to figure it out i finally understand the angle of incidence;angle of refraction;angle of reflection etc.the answer was right in front of me-my father.he's so freaking good in phy and maths i feel like plucking out his brain and borrowing it for tmr:/hahah.

mugging

2005-08-11T13:42:00.000+08:00

ohwells.supposed to be mugging but since my brain have been working overtime since 9 o'clock this morning i figured out a few minutes of blogging wont hurt.yesterday was well full of science and MOV.hahah.my parents dont believe i'm actually studying my ass off.they keep on telling me to close my tablet when i was reading the MOV notes and the sci textbook(which is kinda helpless, the txtbk i mean).i was like hell no when i'm in the middle of shakespeare.kept giving me looks that said are you really studying or just doing illegal things.hahah.got exasperated and sat with my back facing them so that they can see what is really going on on my screen.went to IMM in the afternoon.supposedly to buy my SECOND HAND phone.when my dad first told he was gonna get me a second hand phone i was like wth.waited for 12 FREAKING MONTHS and all i get is a phone formerly used by god knows who. hopefully he wont suddenly come back with the second hand sony erricson k700i and wait for my hopefully good common test results and then get me a sony erricson k750i instead.but then again what if my results are well...plainly suck.my chances of ever getting a new phone may get blown away in a snap.no more like whoosh. ohwells i'll just sit here and do my best for common tests and let the God decide.
today was more science but with english compre and vocab and berita harian.read like 4 berita harians ok.didnt read it for abt a week and a half.relied on the titles to know whats going on.oh yeah abt the death of King Fa'ad of Saudi Arabia.gosh if the two eclipses and the chaos in mecca occur....i'd better go ard and start apologising to ppl and do more prayers.*shudders.plus the fact that i died in my dream....*breaks into cold sweat.i'd better stop thinking about death and focus on common tests for now.gotta go back to TRYING TO UNDERSTAND THE ANGLE OF INCIDENCE SHIT.

national dal celeb.

2005-08-09T12:18:00.000+08:00

woke up to cramps and a runny nose.didnt feel like going to sch.but i was performing and no one else would be playing second part.then aft i had finished dressing up and everything the cramps started again.god it was super painful.couldnt even move.was just sitting on my floor clutching my stomache and groaning.took panadol.but the panadol ony started kicking in at 6:55.after the pain subside i put on my socks and took out my shoes and got a heart attack.apparently my sister had changed my laces the night before without me knowing.pfft.couldnt scream at her as my cramps were coming again and she's gone to school anw plus the fact that i'm running effing late.
once i reached sch i was like oh shit liyana's gonna kill me.ran to the music room.BIG MISTAKE.it triggered more cramps.ran up the stairs to the hall to look for emily to get keys.BIG MISTAKE 2.more cramps.note to self:do not drink to much pepsi when the month is approaching.tskk.just sat at the stairs clutching my stomache.then the upper sec went down so went to look for liyana.said i cant possibly play with my ugh cramps.she told me to get MC.then went down.cramps were getting worse.remembered the pink pills in my pocket.hahah.took them with the water from the water cooler. first time did that.was kinda awkward.popped the pill into my mouth and drank from the water cooler.result:the pill slid down my tongue and left a trail of bitterness.bleagh.luckily i had the water in my mouth already.hahah.decided to play coz the pink pills were kinda powerful but lasts for a short time unfortunately:(
so went up the hall again to get keys.then aft abt 20 mins cramps kicked in AGAIN.luckily erza had a bottle of water with her so i didnt have to go down and repeat the water cooler process again. i played ok.my pitchings for post card were kinda well...my high notes suck.pitchings for abba was fine. yep.
aft the whole thing had to borrow money from janice as i left my purse in the car in a rush:p ohwells.
so in the end i just have to give an mc or letter for my tardiness.

weird dream

2005-08-06T15:23:00.000+08:00

had a super weird dream last night
dreamt that i could see ~~ghosts~~ spirits
there was one in my very own house
apparantly it was a very harmless spirit
which chooses my room to live in
anw we became friends
and i DIED
it was totally weird
i dont usually remember dreams
but this one is stuck in my head
probably coz the spirit hugged me
and it reminded me of someone
*shudders*
oh god,FREAKY.
oh and in the dream my "mum"
was a different woman
and she's a bitch.
oh and i visited NUH
yes that hospital
except it's totally different
and was renovated
and super colorful
and HUGE
but when i went there to visit a relative
i could see spirits everywhere
and they are totally weird
coz they look like ET and the cute aliens you see in movies
oh damn
i'm at home alone right now
shall not elaborate further
freaking creepy ok.

anw
had study session yesterday
kinda productive
and super funny
hahahh
out of boredom we decided to pretend someone hacked
into mine and erza's msn account
and the bassist from wesley was online
so we went like hi
and he didnt reply so we started crapping
and put my name is
brandy.wine.beer.vodka.gin.tonic.martini
hahah
then signed in to erza's acc.
did the same thing
and then we were laughing like hell la
had stomachache
then we went
hey g'day. t'day is like my b'day.and its f'day coz its d'day
didnt mean to put that up
coz its like insulting their accent
but someone acc. either touched the touch pad
coz the mouse was hovering over the send button
or i pressed the enter button
but i knew i didnt pressed anything
hahah
bloody funny la
yah then xiling came so we quickly closed the tablet
studied sci. maths and lit
did the resistance thing and indices and MOV
erza know a lot man
must learn from her
pay 110% attention in class
act. i pay attention leh
but somehow in class i understand MOV
but once ms goh leaves the class
i stare at the extract and go 'huh'

COMMON TESTS IN LESS THAN A WEEKS' TIME
oh mannn.

fcuk.

2005-08-04T09:22:00.000+08:00

havent blogged for quite awhile
ohwells
ms tan swapped farina’s and santhiya’s seats
i’m bloody pissed ok
not because of the swap
but that bitch’s guts
like wtf la
first day sit beside me wanna show attitude
she wrote something on her table that totally suits her
however she drew an arrow pointing to my table
in other words me
LIKE HELLO WHO THE FUCK DO YOU THINK YOU ARE
YOU DON’T EVEN KNOW ME THAT WELL SANTHIYA
SO DON’T GO ARD CALLING ME [quote] HYPOCRITICAL BITCH [/quote]
OH PLEASE I DON’T HAVE ANYTHING MUCH AGAINST YOU
SO WHAT THE FUCK IS YOUR PROBLEM
NOT HAPPY THEN GO TALK TO MARIA LA
GET HER TO CHANGE YOUR PLACE
I WONT MISS YOU
ANYONE OR ANYTHING ELSE IS BETTER THAN YOU
EVEN A ROTTING SLAB OF BEEF
GO BITCH ABT ME IN MANDARIN ALL YOU WANT
BEHIND MY BACK LITERALLY
BUT DON’T THINK YOU CAN FOOL ME
DO YOU THINK I’M STUPID OR SOMETHING
LOFL
SERIOUSLY LA GO GET YOURSELF A HUMONGOUS MIRROR
AND STARE AT YOURSELF BEFORE CALLING PPL NAMES.
:rolls eyes:
mygod .
i seriously feel like pulling off her limbs one by one and throw them in to the different oceans and seas.
like wth la.
even farina don’t do such stuff la.
EXTRA.
DO YOU THINK YOU’RE SO POP OR SOMETHING
MORE LIKE POOP.
grargh.

anw gonna blog abt last week
here goes
on thursday had band
but at abt 4 went town with the whole section to buy stuff
spent like 50 bucks in 45 mins la
we were like popping into shops and getting our stuff super fast
except for the last item
[quote] 15 bleeding bucks [/quote]
saturday.
yay.
i finally got that mini compo i’ve wanted since the last two months
my previous one screwed up
ohwells
wanted to buy my new phone and the wireless modem
but there was no time
tsk.
dad told me to wait for national day which he hopes has better deals and offers
shall stop here
cant be bothered with the other days
perhaps another time.

big shocker...

2005-07-23T13:54:00.000+08:00

had malay test today
was kinda ok
but there were certain qn.s i didnt know
did not put my best
argh.
was SUPER tired ok
anw music was kinda nice
had this clapping and stamping thing
ms low icked on me twice ok
first she called on the band members
asked us to stamp and clap for the class
then she called index 27
to ans something
and its me
anw aft that didnt know where to go.
janice suggested walking to tanglin mall
so went there
went macs.
wanted to study
but in the end we talked a lot
and looked at japan pics
hahah.
that explains it.

HUGE SHOCKER!

ok i didnt see that coming.
~~fuck~~

tmr speech day...
i hope my pitching will be ok.
so that i can play correctly
and LOUDLY.

flunk it.tsk.

2005-07-21T10:46:00.000+08:00

had science test today
i didnt study
depended on memory
on whatever i've heard
shld've studied
regretted not studying
but yeah
forgot lotsa things
even the practical stuff
cant remember the prism stuff
even though i like knew abt it since p5
had some mental blocks
cant remember the term dispersion
its like i knew it but i jusa cant
come up with the word
i did badly la
ohwells
no maths remedial
went home early.
found the cellist's blog
wth.
he damn...well..
aiyah bitchy la
ok
no matter how tree like he is.
the wesley bassist
is bprn in singapore.
hahah.
nice seh.
history tmr.
hate memorising.
coz nothing goes into my head.

WESLEY(: _robbie!

2005-07-20T13:18:00.000+08:00

woohoo
today was funfunfun
there was a performance by
the jazz band/orchestra
by boys from wesley college((:
before i get into that
lets talk about rehearsal
played fanfare and concerto
and japanese graffiti.
my tuning sucks during concerto
dont know why
esp my g.
anw at abt 2.45
saw the wesley ppl
passing the hall
cant really see them well
then they made us play somemore
for like 20 mins
we were restless la
we wanted to go PAT
and watch wesley
finally at like 3.20
we were released
the band ran to the PAT
yes rann
all the way up.
had to wait for awhile before we could get in
the PAT was almost filled
sat on the steps at first
but someone asked me to sit on the
empty chair nearby
didnt want to
so i remained next to gadis
then xiling came up and sat next to me
gadis was super noisy
she was taking pictures and videos the whole time
xiling was staring at her most of the time.
anw, aft the peformance
jess and me were the first 2 ppl
to get on stage
jess asked for the drummer's
drum sticks
he asked us to pay la
so we like got out our walllets
and then he said
nvr mind they for free
XD
then went to look for the cellist
whose name is gary(:
he's like superduper tall la
like tree mann
even erza look short next to him
thats how tall he is
anw he gave us his e-mail address
and PATTED MY SHOULDER
fine i know i'm short but
you dont have to make me feel shorter
went up to the bassist
who's like super cute
and asked for his address
he was blushing al the way la
hahahah
raced down to the hall aft that
erza went home
then adilah wante to go "toilet"
ahahah
met emi and cindy otside the hall
turned out they invited wesley band
to listen to us
so went back in and watched the dance
the first part of the dance was kinda creepy
anw saw the wes;ey ppl at the miniforum
thought they were leaving
was playing concerto i think
suddenly they appeared at the door
they just came in and sat in front of us
when mr m said the crescentian cheer
they cheered along la
played japanese graffiti aft that
then we interacted
liyana talked to the trombonist
for so long la
he said our piece was kinda difficult
gadis gave her name tag to andrew pan
then there was this blonde singer
gadis and i gave him our badges
he was like can i swap this badge for your name tag
ahahahahhahaha
ms loh said we could send then off
but had to play somemore
tsk
so yah
aft that
ms loh said we were quite loud
even louder with out motivation there
;p heh.
then priscilla taught us this song
for the sec4s farewell
on the 20th
cant remember the title
she changed the lyrics for the second verse.

in the end i just wanna go wheeee.

2005-07-19T13:39:00.000+08:00

waiting for incredible tales to start
anyway, had speech day rehearsal
missed literature
during the rehearsal,
the hall was so freaking hot la
sweatsweatsweat
before that played this love
got lost la.
i cannot side read
i WILL get lost
no matter how easy the piece is
side read spirited away
during combine
got lost AGAIN
start already.

like OMFG.
super scary can.
i'm so glad i cant see em.
-shudders.

mr ng's cloth in the
bell thing works
seriously helps(:
i can play louder((:

who's the inhuman one now.
oh yeah,think before you write.

****-hahahah.i suppose so.
after a period of time :rolls eyes:

2005-07-17T10:51:00.000+08:00

went home early yesterday
wanted to go queensway
as ashma asked me to accompany her
to buy something
but changed our minds and wanted to go
town
but ashma's card had no more money
and we have no coins with us
met andrea and santhiya at the bus stop
they were going to tiong bahru for lunch
and renting a movie next
invited us to come along
and since we didnt really have any plans
we followed andrea and santhiya
ate at burger kings
went to video ezy to rent
wanted to rent miss congeniality 2
and meet the fockers
and first daughter
turned out we have to register to rent any videos
and you have to be at least 16
so santhiya had to call her sister
to come down and register
waited for like half an hour
browsed through the movies
when her sister finally came
i was kinda surprised la
cos her sister is so small sized
seriously small la
and is i think 22 yrs old
anw andrea and i borrowed the card to rent
sleepover. we shared the rent.
then walked to santhiya's house
andrea did not want to watch meet the fockers
as it was nc 16
threatened to go home
so we watched first daughter
santhiya's sister made oreo milkshake
super nice.
andrea said it was kinda sweet
but i was so thirsty i finished it all
in like 30 secs.
then i realised it was very sweet
so i had to ask for plain water.
since santhiya had to off early
for a lesson somewhere.
cant remember,
we watched the rest of the movie
with her sister.
we did not know the way back to tiong bahru
so we were waiting for her sister
who did not know that we have no idea
how to get back
and kept on talking and talking,
while getting ready to go out,
to us abt stuff
gave lotsa advice abt things.
she's very nice la.
so when she asked how come we were
not leaving and were we waiting for santhiya
we were like, we dont know the way back
she was oh shit
so her friend who was picking her up
offered to give us a lift to tiong bahru.
got home at abt 6.30
today had tuition
was yawning all the way
it was raining and it cold ok
made me sleepy
had running nose
*sniffsniff*
used abt a hundred tissues.

ok.i kept to my word.
i know you're reading this la
and if you want to put your name
pls tell me so.
anw sorry if my post offended you.
seriously la i did not mean
to look down on your fam.
even though you said it was common sense,
like i said the post wasnt pointing out
the -ives of your fam.
btw this has got nothing to do
with my religious status.
and your friend told me to delete it
the night before
so unless you can remember whatever i wrote
and really want me to republish it
tell me.

2005-07-15T12:15:00.000+08:00

today was very last minute
decided last minute to go to the clinic
and then did not know if i shld go to school
then at the bus stop had cramps
so went home and slept
woke up at 12 wanted to go for band
had no voice
so my mum forced me to stay at home.
didnt blog for a week
so here goes
on monday
had band
some trainee teacher called mr ng
came in
he was from victoria
plus he's bloody good lah.
tuesday
had band sectionals
i stood in the rain and wished
to get sick
my wish came true(:
wednesday
went home early
ms tan act thought i wanted to go home
because i did not want to sit for the retest.
oh wells.

2005-07-09T12:54:00.000+08:00

ok i laughed hard today
thanks to radha and ashma
had three free periods today
ms low did not come
and made g2 rush like crazy
if you had seen the way g2 ran
and rushed
we have never done that before
i swear
we ran al thw way lah
hilarious
so we went
library
watched home run
nice movie pretty funny
but did not get to finish it
ohwells
went town with ashma
ate at lido
she ate the grilled chicken foldover
thought i wont eat
but the cheese fries were so tempting
i had not eaten them for so long ok
did not know where to go next
so we went back in to isetan
as ashma has 7 ten dollars vouchers
went to topshop
ashma bought a bag
kinda nice
yep
wanted to take 174 home
but the busstop was nowhere to be seen
took abt 30 mins searching
hahah
gave up and took mrt home

2005-07-07T14:07:00.000+08:00

wrote this entry in faraday
yep.

i have no idea why
i'm doing things all half heartedly
its like my brain's dead or something
overdue homwork is piling faster that you can say "done"
and i dont seem to care
everyday passes by like a blur
it's like i'm zombie
i barely have emotions nowadays
i dun even talk much
i'm numb.
i feel nothing
at all dammit
i'm exactly like the face in the picture
on the left here
-EMOTIONLESS
~~fuck~~
and whenever i look at someone in the eye,
i see right through that person
my mum have been talking a lot to me
she made me realise things in life
things i have not noticed before
ohwells...
i guess i can relate to a line in
one of hilary duff's songs
"underneath this smile,
my world is slowly caving in."

2005-07-02T12:43:00.000+08:00

mygod.
so long since i've blogged.
youth day
boring lahh
had math retest
i deproved
heck
i didnt study lol
dont know why
mind has been in a state of confusion.
clarabelle mentioned that i was quiet.
it struck me that i havent had a
reallyreally long good laugh in ages.

i'm real confused lah ok
but the thing is i dont know what i'm confused abt
its driving me mad seriously
thank god for mf. st. team
but i still havent reached my conclusion
i guess when it comes to having your pride at stake
i wont give in so easily.

had band todae i've been promoted to 2nd part and i will be plating it ALONE! i was like oh sheesh la i usually depend on adilah and erza to guide me through the music had combine feels weird to be playing something fr the rest went home with erza. took the train alone though saw some of sec1 ncc members they were talking about the prtBs said they gossip a lot bitching about seniors bahh some sec1s are plain pain the necks nanthiyni did not come for band another sec 1 with an attitude...